2 lumps afer 2 years

Had to undergo one hell of an ordeal again.

Last week, I visited my doctor at the company clinic and ask her to check my breasts up. You see, 2 years ago, I already had a surgery to remove some cysts from my right breast. Ever sice then, I've been religiously undergoing utrasound scans just so to I'm sure no cysts are present.

But, surprise, surprise! As my doctor worked her fingers around my breast to check for lumps, she found some. When she told me about it, I never thought I'd be so worried like this.

After i went back in front of my computer to work, I realized that tears are threatening to fall from my eyes. I had goosebumps. I mean, my first question was: Why does it have to happen again? The second thing was: What if this is cancer?

So, this morning I went to a clinic to have the ultrasound scan and it was confirmed. I has to lumps located at the lower part of my right breast. So I guess, i'll have to undergo surgery again. i just hope the lumps are benign just like before.

How do I feel right now? Worried to death, scared to death. *sigh*