Over the years

It's been 8 years since i graduated from college. A lot has changed. I fell in love hard, got broken into a pieces and put myself back together again. I gave up a what could have been the most wonderful blessing in exchange for something i didn't know i'd lost anyway. I fell in love with my best friend and got over him. I've travelled the country. I've travelled Asia. I've met great friends. I've been bullied by a bitch and became a bitch myself. I've mentors who helped me excel in the field i am in. I'm almost done paying for the house my sister and i bought. I am respected at my job. I am respected by my peers.

A lot had changed since 2005. I'm a whole new person. I'd like to believe i've lived a meaningful life so far. Question is: Why do i feel like something's still missing?